Beginning Again?
I noticed the last time I made a blog entry was almost three months ago. After the release of my book I AM TONI in April, I honestly didn't have much to say, and that's not normal for me lol. My strategy was that I'd keep writing and writing and writing, but honestly, I didn't have it in me. And, as I previously mentioned, that part was questionable. The way that I'm fashioned, I figured there had to be something wrong with me, or that I had made a huge mistake by even writing and releasing my book. Come to find out, it was the complete opposite. What I had been experiencing was actually quite normal in a writer's world. After a huge accomplishment such as that, things can feel "off," and that was the exact feeling that I had. I felt... off. And full of mixed emotions. I can't honestly say that the release of my book did or did not lead to some of the changes that followed, but they sure came. And although I wanted change, and did my best to stay ...